i am one person
and i am another
my insides are as busy
as the noisy street below
horns honk
buses of spanish lives
pass my window
people look funny at me
as i walk in the throng
i appear to be like them
my face castellano
but my clothes
and manner intrude
they speak to me
willing to believe
i am simply eccentric
a spanish ugly duckling
and i disappoint
with blank looks
embarrassed shrugs
an elephant
on the autovia
they are mine
but they flow around me
i risk pride on occasion
as i walk among them
i am like them
they are like me
after all!
i am an insider
on holiday
in a strange land
full of people who babble
my native tongue
to my deaf ears
my soul
doesn’t know which way to turn
in the tumult
so many waves
rock my little boat
no time
to absorb any one
before another
crashes against me
i am living two lives
before my wide open
speechless eyes
두 개의 삶, 도스 비다스
미북한 인테리어 컬렉션
j. alonso granada, españa
(c) j.alonso 2019
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